I need to figure out if i have too high expectations in life, or if i really need to start looking for someone who appreciate all my efforts. Or i need to figure out how to stop caring about making people happy, because i can't be nice for nothing.

My strong pillar of hope & love.

Day Six.

I'll see you soon.

2010

Day Five.

 

Skipped Day four.

No communication because connection was being a bitch. 

Been working 15 hours everyday just so i don't get lonely.

Its not about being obsessed with someone. Sometimes some people don't need a lot of people around them and just like having one or two really close friends. For me I have my boyfriend and a friend or two that I see maybe once or twice every once in a while. I don't really see a problem with it, except sometimes I get too dependent, i think.

Two more days baby!

Day three.

I love you to the moon and back.

Day two.

I remember the times we spent together

on those drives

We had a million questions

all about our lives

and when we got to New York

everything felt right

I wish you were here with me

tonight

I remember the days we spent together

were not enough

and it used to feel like dreamin'

except we always woke up

Never thought not having you

here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

and know the stars are

holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight

And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in

and the games we would play

All the times we spilled our coffees

and stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus

and how not to look back even if no one believes us

When it hurt so bad sometimes

not having you here...

I sing,

"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

and know the stars are

holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,

"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up

I need your loving hands to come and pick me up

And every night I miss you

I can just look up

and know the stars are

holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

Day one.

 

 

 

 

Absence makes the heart grow fonder,

fondness makes the absence longer.